Legendary.

(That’s me! This photo was not at all staged… totally spontaneous)

Hi, I’m new to tumblr. Never have blogged before, but I guess I’m gonna start today. I’m at SFU surrey right now, trying to study but kinda distracted by Will’s Macbook. I’m trying it out, and I really want a mac now. Will just told me that tumblr. but I’m not that angry right now, I’m actually quite content with my life. I have a math final tommrow, but I’m not scared for some reason, don’t know if I should be scared that I’m not scared but hope that God will give me power. AMEN. I dont like writing, but I like writing this, maybe I should start my own tumblr. so that people can see my life in a new perspective. I’m gonna use this tumblr. thing to practice writing, so I can own my AIF(additional information form) for university applications. If you don’t know me but know Will and you’re reading this you’re probably saying WTF is this. But keep reading cause I’m awesome, and you’ll get to know more about me. If there are any ladies reading this, I am single and looking LOL. I feel like a fag writing this, but w/e. Apparently, I can write whatever I want on tumblr. I dont know why i’m using proper grammer, and capitalization but I kinda gave up now. ya….

so i’m in grade 12 and im trying to go to university next year. applied to UT and waterloo for engineering. dont know why I want to go far away, but my parents want me to go far away because i’m an only child and guess they want me to get the best education i can get. but honestly, i want to go to bcit and graduate early and just work for a while and go to sfu or ubc after and get a business degree. but now i also want a good education to get a good job when i grow up. but these days i’m thinking more about life and wondering if that is what all life is about…is getting a good occupation, getting married, having two kids, having two nice cars and a beautiful 4 bedroom house in a nice neighborhood, the life that i want? well obvs i want a life like that, but is that what life is? honestly i think that there is so much more to life, and the hapiness you find everyday is what you live for. i always say i want to become like jesus, and live my life for God. but honestly, i know i have to do that, but its quite hard to do that…and i’m quite confused about life. this has been quite depressing, but it also has helped me re-think about my life. i’m honestly not this kind of a person who always thinks about life or is depressed in any way. just wanting to express my thoughts on a keyboard and a blog.

now i am almost finished. i could write so much more, but i think i’m making will agitated, for some reason he’s been taking pictures of me while i was writing this, but w/e he’s cool like that. oh i just got another idea to talk about. when i txt or msn with ppl i dont like using emoticons that much, but if i dont use the usual haha, lol, =D, =P, etc. ppl always think somethings wrong with me, or that i’m pissed off at them. but like come on, are you serious? i cant have a normal convo with you not using emoticons? is that how much emoticons have become? and honestly, even if i use lol or haha, i dont really laugh, i’m just using to make you happy. ya, thats about it. oh wait im not done. some ppl piss me off these days, like i dunno if its my problem, but some ppl are just mindless, like they do things that piss me off, and i dont wanna get angry but its so hard not to. they do things that are not normal, and they think they’re so cool, but they’re not. and for you smokers out there, dont smoke cause you think you’re cool, or you’re trying to fit in. cause i’ve been in your situation, and when i look back at my life, those mistakes were the stupidest mistakes i’ve ever done. and you’re not cool when you smoke. when you smoke, you beceom broke, smell, and you gotta always take time out of your busy life to go hide somewhere and smoke. and ya…thx for reading. peace and god bless. i’ll make a tumblr so you can follow me!